Honoring a Wonderful Woman

Brian's sweet Grandma Messer died last year and so we went to Cody, Wyoming to attend her funeral. She had suffered for some time from Alzheimer's, so when she passed away we knew she would be happier in Heaven.

At the time, Crew couldn't go more than 20-30 minutes without puking in the car, so the thought of driving with him and Finn for 8 hours to Wyoming did just not seem possible.  We decided that I would fly with Crew and Daddy would drive Finn... and a miracle happened!  Crew fell asleep right before the flight and slept almost the whole way! (Little did I know that Finn threw up 30 minutes into the drive to Wyoming)

My sweet boy

Another huge blessing was that Brian's Aunt Lynn was on the exact same flight to Wyoming as I was, and I was so grateful she was there because I was incredibly nervous.  I am not a great flier myself and was afraid to fly with a baby.

 



The day of the funeral was really beautiful. We got to see a lot of Brian's family we don't usually see, and hang out with family while honoring Grandma. 





 

Brian's sibling's

We spent a lot of hours in cultural hall and all the boys were loving the open space to run around!  I just thought this picture of Finn reading by himself in the corner was so darling.

Because Brian drove to Wyoming, he left before our flight back, so Crew and I got to go to Grandpa and Grandma Messer's house for a few hours.  We looked through old photos of the family, explored outside, and talked with Aunts and Uncles inside. It was a cool feeling to bring my kids to a place that Brian and I had been together. I love this place.

 When Brian and I were just friends in high school, all of our buddies took a trip to Wyoming for our Senior Trip.  Brian, my friend Whitney, and I decided to take a side trip to Cody to visit his grandparents.  It's on the outskirts of Cody, and has a large field in the back leading to a reservoir, with the mountains not much farther away.  We stayed for a few days, riding horses, exploring outside, and riding Grandpa Messer's old motorcycle. I actually crashed on the motorcycle, and cut up my knee and arm. One of the sweetest memories I have of Grandma Messer was her taking care of me.  She cleaned and bandaged my wounds like I was one of her children.  I fell in love with her and Grandpa immediately.  I had no idea I would be seeing them on a regular basis!

The next time I was able to be with them was when Brian and I were dating.  We went to visit the week after Christmas and it was a dream.  We played games with Grandma and Grandpa and went to dinner.  Grandma told Brian that she knew we were getting married before we did because she said we held hands underneath the table :) She is such an amazing woman and we miss her.

We love you Grandma!

6 months later and we're doing great

Well, I haven't blogged since October, even though I promised myself I'd do it every week.  I don't know why it's so hard to sit down at the computer and share some thoughts and pictures? A lot has happened the past 6 months so I'll just recap a few things and post some pictures, and then I'm going to try really hard to keep up on it! (Warning: Picture overload coming)

 

Celebrated Ruby's 3rd birthday

 Daddy gave the boys their first haircuts!



 Played with Daddy

Watched shows

Went to the Aquarium for the first time 

 Rare family photo

 Put the tent up in the living room!

Celebrated the boys' 2nd birthday with a Mustache Party!

Opening presents 

 Mustache cakes

 Made everyone wear mustaches! (Good sports)

 Went to the Dinosaur Museum

Celebrated cousin Jace's 18th birthday with him 

Welcomed a new member to the Clawson/Miller clan! Meet Marek, Ashley and Casey's third boy 

 Went to the park and had picnics

Hunted for Easter eggs!

 Fed ducks at Bountiful pond

 Went to the zoo

 Went for walks with Mom

 Redid our old dark green hutch

Built amazing masterpieces with blocks! (They did this themselves)

 

It was a fun winter/spring! We are doing great and are so blessed.



My babies that aren't really babies

My goal is to blog once a week and so far I have been lousy.  But it's only been a few weeks since I last blogged so at least I'm improving!

My boys are growing up so fast.  It's a love/hate relationship really.  Today they went to a birthday party where they played with like this play-doh sand stuff and then had snacks and cupcakes.  They looked so big playing and eating and yet they were the youngest of the group!

It was such a joy to be invited to a little party. All of the kids were from our ward but I can't tell you how much it meant to me to be invited even though I'm just a young mom.  We had a blast!  I never realize how much I need human interaction until I'm with other adults... until suddenly I realize I'm talking everyone's ear off and saying stupid things, haha!

 

 

We've also started a play group on Tuesday mornings with some of my local friends with kids.  We've only done it a few times but this last time we went to Smoot Park.  I love that park, it's so fun and shaded and I feel like the boys have mastered it so I'm not running around like crazy to keep the boys from falling.



They've even mastered the slide climbing trick! Smoot Park also has a long creek running through it, and one time when Brian was with us he took the boys in it..... you know what that means, because now that's all they want to do.  Which would be fine if it didn't have huge rocks, deep sides, and there were more than one mom.

 

And now it's time for....!!

TWIN SPOTLIGHT

 

Mr. Crew:

• Crew still loves his binkies.  I try to hide them but he always has at least 2 with him. Obsessed.
• Loves to be chased!  He will scream and laugh and would probably let you chase him until he passed out.
• Super cuddly, gives the best loves.
• Prefers women over men.
• Is 3/4 of an inch taller than Finn.
• Picky eater, loves his carbs, but is getting better with fruit!
• Loves shoes- he will bring me his shoes just to wear inside the house, and will sometimes bring mine or Brian's shoes and try to put them on our feet.
• Loves to look at himself in the mirror, he will just coo and laugh for forever!

Mr. Finn:

• Finn is my big eater who will eat just about anything, and in doing so, weighs more than Crew.
• Prefers men over women, especially daddy.
• Loves his blanket!  He has to go everywhere with it.  One day when we came back from the park I decided to give them a bath.  It had been kind of a rough morning so he was struggling and wanted his blanket... so much so that he would not let go of it when I put him in the bath tub.
•  Loves anything electronic.  Oh, and prefers the Ipad over Brian.  Brian is not pleased.
• Has ATTITUDE.  We are in the stages of tantrums all the time!
• Is a total goofball, loves playing and teasing and wrestling brother.
• Loves to dance!  Both Crew and Finn have the best dance moves.  We have way too many videos.
• Finn will scowl when bad guys come on the TV, it's hilarious.





 

They are the best of friends and they make me laugh every day.

I love you boys!

For Heaven's Sake it's September!

Geez Louise time flies.  I have been needing to blog for some time now but you ladies know how it is- there's always something that needs to be done.

Brian's 26th birthday is one week from now!  We're getting old... but I swear Brian just keeps getting more and more handsome.  It seems like men get better looking as they age and women not so much... especially with help from our lovely babies! So worth it.

 

 I am so excited to celebrate but it seems like Brian couldn't care less.  Are your men like this too? I suggest a few things but he doesn't really want to spend money.  Any ideas of things to do that are inexpensive or free around here?

Brian got promoted!!  He was promoted to manager down at the Fashion Place mall for AT&T.  It has been a long time coming and a welcome relief.  He has worked SO hard.  I could not be more proud of him.

My dear sister Camille is engaged and getting married on October 14th to Colton Richins.  They met in high school and over the obviously romantic musicals put on at Viewmont they fell in love.  We really love Colton and already feel like he's part of the family. 

No he did not propose on the doorstep.  This was the first step in a scavenger hunt and I caught the surprise on camera. She's too pretty for her own good, makes me sick actually. ;)

 

My other sister Courtney left on her mission a month ago to Paris, France!  She has two weeks left in the MTC and is honestly loving it.  It is so fun to get her emails.  It's weird to hear my little baby sister talk the way a missionary does- so grown up and sweet.

Obviously I have to mention the two brightest spots in my life- my sweet Finn and Crew, but I have so much to say and so many pictures I'll do the next post on them.  Until then, here's a picture of my favorite twins in the whole world.

Oh my goodness boys, you're just way too cute.  It makes me want to wake you up and kiss your sweet faces!  But I wont.... because I'm not an idiot. :)

 

Thanks for reading!



My Boys

These past few months have been a whirlwind.....  The boys are almost 16 months old and are all over the place.

• They climb on EVERYTHING.
• Crew has two teeth, the top front ones.
• Finn has one tooth with the other peeking through.  Also, the top front teeth.
• They have equalized in height and weight, give or take an inch or ounce.
• The are in the 4th percentile for height and weight (small boys!)
• Finn just decided on Tuesday that he needs to walk everywhere he goes!  It is beyond darling
• Crew isn't far behind on the walking, but doesn't feel the same need to walk.
• They love love love climbing stairs and then bouncing up and down while holding the rails.  We play a game where I pretend to come after them and growl.  They scream and laugh and get super excited, I love it.
• They love milk.  If they're upset I'll grab their milk cups and it calms them right down.
• They are obsessed with books!  Crew's favorite thing is to grab "Are You My Mother?" bring it to me, and crawl in my laugh.  So cute.

In May, Brian and I had our first night away from the boys for our third wedding anniversary!  WE had to wait two weeks because the boys had been sick and we didn't want to leave them with our parents- they were not sleeping.  When it finally came time for us to go, they still hadn't been sleeping well but we were desperate.  They slept for 12 1/2 hours without a peep.... go figure. :)

A few pictures of the boys:

We love when Daddy gets home

Someone found my phone.... I found 4 videos and at least 15 other pictures :)

Picnic at the park!

Finn and Daddy selfie

Playing in Ruby's sandbox

Ty got the boys new bath toys! Such a great uncle

Brian's dad found a sweater that HE (Brett) use to wear when he was little!

It fit Crew and looked so darling!

Brian's dad also found a shirt Patsy made for Brian when he was little.

They're getting too big :(

Naked babies!!

 

Thanks for reading. XOXO